Downright depressed
A day in the rain... I hate it when my mood mirrors the weather. Like a good show, the setting accents the event and makes the mood more forceful. In my case, it makes it worst.I am depressed because of some chat over MSN messenger. Yeah, sounds stupid right? Well, the conversation itself was stupid. Some friend/classmate of mine who I have known for over three years, messaged me (I am not sure what was accurately said):
Teck: "tmr go vivo"
Me: "I just went yesterday."
Me: "And tmr going kino."
Me: "Why don't we go someother day."
Teck: "go hell."
Me (angry): "go hell."
Teck: "i hate you."
Me: "aiyah, I already planned with others liao."
The contact is unable to receive your message because he/she appears to be offline.
... Totally immature... which leads me to the question: "What are friends for?"
I don't want to fall into the bitter trap of despondency, but... I've known that idiot for three years, helped him faithfully, and this is how he repays me?
I was already a bit gloomy yesterday. Went to Vivocity at Samuel's call and spent the day shopping at high-class boutiques. The prices range from around $30 - $69 for a single T-shirt. Those with collars and buttons cost... a good fraction of a bomb. But it's not the price that put me off, it's why I am using valuable time which could be spend studying for my Chinese... Ok, reason solved. I hate Chinese. Anyway, had a great time playing pool and eating out.
Back to the idiot. He's always been vulgar on MSN: "fuck, dumbass, etc." But why am I so affected? What's his perspective?
Hmm... His "gf" refused to talk to him after he teased her. Maybe that's why he's so pissed off. Ah, I got it, he caught her virus. I won't fall prey to it! Mi-mi-miracle Mikuru run! *Does silly heroic pose.
"He's really an idiot," I said fondly.
